Friday, April 17, 2009
I don't know what happen to me...
but why i have this problem every year...
During form 5 i started to have this problem, but i thought is alright cos i only have it during my SPM and after SPM my sleeping style become better.. but when i come to melbourne last year, i noticed that this problem still haven solve, and i don't know why, this really trouble me and i hate this!!! i want to sleep.... the reason i can't sleep mayb is because i used to force myself to sleep at a particular time. But sometimes although i didn't force myself to sleep, i still can't sleep!! omg!! i just need sleeping pills.
Hmm... this easter break, my sleeping problem trouble me AGAIN!! WHY! holiday should be fun and relax, but i don't know why, i just can't sleep well every night, i must sleep at 3 something only can fall a sleep. If i sleep at 1, i'll need to lie on my bed for 2 hours only can fall asleep.. how terrible. Am i stress??? not really, i don't have any big exam coming up, why am i so stress?? NO! i'm not stress, but why i can't sleep? well.. no big exam but there is 2 assi gnment due after easter break and i have a microeconomic exam on this coming wed.. sad.. sob...DAMN SHIT!! BECAUSE of this sleeping problem i missed my Great OCean Road tour!! damn damn damn shit!! this is just so shit!!!
come on...... slp at 7am in the morning is just so scary. GOSH!! how can a person can be like me.. i lie from 1am till 3++am but still can't sleep!!! end up sit down to look at mylaptop so that my eyes will be tired and get to sleep.. but there is no use for me. Haiz... and eat my flu medicine somemore so i can sleep.. phew.. wat a torturing night!! i just hate it!!!
INSOMNIA!!! GO AWAY!!!! I HATE YOU!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!
ps: i have a bad headache now.. and when i'm doing my marketing work.. my eyesight become so blur. i want to sleep!! but now i really can't, cos i have